Februar 2002

Brainwash me

lyrics & music by Jessica Kutzscher

I function like a computer – nothing emotional

Always the same steps – nothing sensational

I hear a clock ticking inside my head

The last hours till this machine is dead


It is not fair how you treat me

It’s not right – don’t abuse me

I feel like talking but something keeps my mouth shut

A vision getting unclear, I wanna stop


There’s a function disorder – something has turned me upside down

Something unusual pushing me down


I seem to be obliged to forget what’s happened to me

I seem to have no right to question, silence when I bleed

It’s the usual thing when you brainwash me


You blame it all on me

For all you’ve never achieved

I feel like screaming out but I’m too shy

I wanna try to forgive you one more time

I seem to be obliged to forget what’s happened to me

I seem to have no right to question, silence when I bleed

It’s the usual thing when you brainwash me


Is this world fake? Am I real?

Did I commit suicide or am I healed?

I feel newborn, so light, so free

Is it just because you brainwashed me?


There’s a function disorder – something has turned me upside down

Something unusual pushing me down


I seem to be obliged to forget what’s happened to me

I seem to have no right to question, silence when I bleed

It’s the usual thing when you brainwash me

I seem to have no idea why I’m losing my memory

The light is going further and darkness coming nearer

It’s the usual thing – every time you brainwash me, you brainwash me